Tuesday, March 31, 2020
Monday, March 30, 2020
Brand
we live in dark corners of the world,
asking little but a little security and
a little peace-of-mind that does not
seem easily come by these days
when there are so many people
out there who do not really care
for our brand of living life.
18Mar18
Sunday, March 29, 2020
Magnolias
magnolia trees grow tall and strong,
shedding leaves like a neighbor’s cat
that has come for a brief visit and food;
magnolias surround the yard providing
privacy for those who don’t want it,
at least not all the time, they claim;
magnolias swing in the wind but never
twist and break like other trees with
shallow roots or hollowed out insides;
magnolia blossoms bloom after five years
with an aroma that unlike a rose or orchid
but with a perfume that is so intoxicating;
magnolias thrive in the south where is it
not as harsh in the winters and provide
magnificent shelter when tall and mature.
18Mar18
Saturday, March 28, 2020
Without Delay
in my head
ringing
dinging
are those bells
those damn bells
playing back and
forth as if
there is nothing
better to do
than to torture
me this day
with their
constant ringing
dinging
without delay.
17Mar18
Friday, March 27, 2020
Sounds of Music
head today, even though I awoke
humming a tune from the 60’s;
coffee sits inside the metal heated
chamber in my hand, and as I slide
open where to drink, I wonder why
I had already forgotten the tune;
memories always seem to fall short
of expectations the older I become
and life dances around me, taunting
me to remember it another way;
tunes and melodies rattle around
like the pocket change I hate to carry
but I always seem to need a penny.
17Mar18
Thursday, March 26, 2020
Paws
the paws of life walk all over us at night
as if we belong to them rather than to
ourselves and to each other, yet when
we awake there is either a cat or a dog
lying in our beds that was uninvited,
waiting for us provide breakfast and
spend our first few minutes of each
day making sure our animal is loved.
17Mar18
Wednesday, March 25, 2020
Sitting Around
sitting on my back deck of hope, I gaze at the universe
around me and wonder how many years or months,
weeks or days, are left for me to witness all that I have
taken for granted in the few brief years of my existence;
sitting underneath the gazebo of desire and wants, I
realize that there is nothing left for me as what I need
most of all is not places and things but life itself and
try to value what little left I have of it here in this space;
sitting in the hot tub of contemplation, I feel the warmth
around me wonder how many minutes are left on the timer,
before a new cycle is begun and I am asked to leave as if
there is a lengthy line waiting to experience the same joys.
17Mar18
Tuesday, March 24, 2020
Following
a day of reckoning with the dirt in our yard
is way of undoing the sins of the soul or so
I have been told by those who shaped my life
and if, I were to ignore their sage advice, I am
wondering what kind of a person would be I
and what kind of future would have I if it were
not for me following the advice of older people?
17Mar18
Monday, March 23, 2020
Wellness... lol
strolling down the forgotten path inside
I stumbled over the words left behind
the bushes near the tired pond where
fishing was plentiful years ago and
all the leaves were green instead of
shades of reds, yellows, and browns,
where fantasies were well rehearsed,
dreams were buxom and bold and
erotica had no internal limits nor
pauses for external stimulation,
where ideologies were fluid and
fears were non-existent and hope
was more than just a Sunday lesson,
where gentle was the day when love
did not pass by frequently and all
moments were concise and precise
and nothing was overlooked when
the right word needed to be found.
23Mar20
I stumbled over the words left behind
the bushes near the tired pond where
fishing was plentiful years ago and
all the leaves were green instead of
shades of reds, yellows, and browns,
where fantasies were well rehearsed,
dreams were buxom and bold and
erotica had no internal limits nor
pauses for external stimulation,
where ideologies were fluid and
fears were non-existent and hope
was more than just a Sunday lesson,
where gentle was the day when love
did not pass by frequently and all
moments were concise and precise
and nothing was overlooked when
the right word needed to be found.
23Mar20
P & S
the irony of the day is that it is supposed to rain
and wash away the grass seed planted days before,
but even with the laying down of straw, the seed
was eaten by the birds just minutes before and we
managed to find the right excuse to explain the
pain and suffering we felt from all our wasted labors.
17Mar18
Sunday, March 22, 2020
Hesitation
hesitation blinks its tired eyes in my direction,
justice lays on the ground like a trapped rat
being chased by a legal cat on a mission,
we rant and rave at a moment’s notice with
or without justification as if our cause is the
only one in the world worth fighting for when
in real terms, it is just another dying cause that
people gave up on years ago before hesitation.
17Mar18
Saturday, March 21, 2020
Contemplation
overcast and cool, the morning starts
one for the books I would have to think,
singing birds and flying owls mark the spot
at which I have found myself in life, as
I contemplate the beginning of it all
as well as the end of what it might have been;
doggedly, we pursue whatever course of action
strikes our fancy hoping it be more productive
than originally thought, but expecting
disappointment just in case we were wrong
as we have been so often before this day.
17Mar18
Friday, March 20, 2020
Sounds of the City
owners bark out at their dogs trotting around corners
looking for a quiet place to silently defecate,
sirens of police are drowned out by the sirens
ambulances heading on more direct routes,
vehicle horns blast out for seemingly no purpose
as pedestrians walk in between parked cars and
engines growl out their impatience,
walking and talking above the crowd is an art,
especially when talking on the phone,
barkers and non-sexual harassers make ever
attempt to sell you a ticket inside,
drunkards piss in the alleys beside the homeless
who dare no snore too loud and hailers’
raise their arms in a Statue of Liberty gesture
hoping to retrieve a cabby to their location,
doors open and close and blasts of heat
warm those who pass through,
jack hammers tear up concrete right beside our feet
as we tip-toe past the congestion, and if,
if were not for the changing street lights, we
would have no quiet here at all.
23nov17
Thursday, March 19, 2020
Monument and Cities
down through the city streets I walk
arm-in-arm with my emotional defenses,
waiting to see if the light-of-day
really is as bright as they claim it to be;
figments of my imagination fly by
as the chilly winds of forgetfulness
blow hard down below the buildings
that stand tall on either side of me;
crucial monuments stand in my way
as streets are crossed at each intersection
and avenues are over-looked because
they head in the wrong direction;
fleets of observers’ flock to my rescue
as coffee spills out of my cup and I
forget my apologies have been left
in my room along with my wallet.
23nov17
arm-in-arm with my emotional defenses,
waiting to see if the light-of-day
really is as bright as they claim it to be;
figments of my imagination fly by
as the chilly winds of forgetfulness
blow hard down below the buildings
that stand tall on either side of me;
crucial monuments stand in my way
as streets are crossed at each intersection
and avenues are over-looked because
they head in the wrong direction;
fleets of observers’ flock to my rescue
as coffee spills out of my cup and I
forget my apologies have been left
in my room along with my wallet.
23nov17
Wednesday, March 18, 2020
Cracked Glasses
inside the cupboard of the mind
desire for loneliness supersedes
public opinion as instinct rests
in a dark, black alley with the
rest of the rats that freely roam the
city once thoughts are dismissed;
traitors of the right that have gone
to the liberal left cannot be blessed
without seeking redemption
from those who take their place
and must also hide in these
dark alleyways until discovered;
readers review the credentials
of the dying writers and decide
that too much knowledge is
not near enough to escape the
ravages of the mind once it has
been discovered that all the
glasses in the cupboard are cracked.
23nov17
Tuesday, March 17, 2020
Waiting Alone
except for the light in the makeshift kitchen,
in the dark, here I sit,
waiting for my thoughts to arrive in rapid
succession as they have done before;
but, my request has
been denied by a higher authority
and empty again am I.
23nov17
Monday, March 16, 2020
VALENTINES 2020
We remember the good times…
We remember the bad times…
while memories are held captive on photographs
and the years flow by like a raging river;
The days of our lives obscure the words
that are so easily tossed about like
cats toying endlessly with mice, labeling
conflicts as healthy byproducts of love;
Over the years we have endured and
lured into our minds, abstract symptoms
of what might not have been meant to be
yet somehow persistence survived it all;
There is no mediation assigned here
only that which was our destiny as if
we had no choice in the matter even
though brutal choices had been made;
Perhaps no courage or honor lives
at the foot of our bed, but the blanket
of loyalty covers us in the winter and
cools us in the summer without fail;
We are with fault and limitations
We are careless and reckless with words
We live on the fine edge of maturity
We depend on each other’s silent forgiveness;
Years float by us like last night’s dreams
oftentimes forgotten before remembered
still, in the wake of time’s flowing river
we will always be each other’s Valentine.
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