Monday, November 5, 2012





it is the first day
of a new month,
my last month;
it could mark the beginning
of something new -
a new year approaching,
patience dwindling
but may just underdeveloped,
like my emotional state;
my heart seems to be
in the right place, yet,
my mind fluctuates with each new day
taking the rest of me with it;
it is the first of a new month
and the last of a bad month with
the unknown being my salvation
and if these limitations can
be accepted and the demon
inside me mastered
can unlock the emptiness
of my awareness and the desire
to have something new
with no guarantees that it will be
just as useless when I get there.

November 1998

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