she is deep within my
subconscious mind,
but she still affects
my point-of-view;
she is not my partner
but my advisory,
and we compete
constantly for thatwhich we call
control...
we were each other's dream
at least for a while,
but the fighting,
bickering, and
"put downs,"
took its toll and we
found ourselves
in limbo...
not wanting to continue;
my conscious is clear,
at least so it seems...
or for a while
as we pursue
individually...
what we want to do; but,
each day pushes
us farther and farther away,
and we both fear,
I speculate,
we will drift too far
and have no desire
to turn ourselves
or our
relationship around.
March 1999
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