Quicksand

different combinations of reality
and fantasy intermingle during the day,
leaving me with a loss of depth perception
of my own misguided actions not fully
appreciated or totally understood;
determination stands rooted in the lustful
quicksand of other people's thoughts
as I wonder how long my feelings
will remained untouched simply because
my words convey the lunacy of
what I am not supposed to know yet.

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