1.
you were distrustful... now,
all of a sudden, you are
friendly... I wonder what
you're up o or who you saw
last night to make you this way.
2.
we are husband and wife bu
we do not act like that... we
ac like eiher we are controlling
or indifferent to our partner's needs,
it is a marriage of convenience
that will not support the pain
of infidelities we both have had.
3.
I am feeling good because of what
I have or because of the pills I am
taking... although, I don't feel as
relaxed as I feel more confident.
4.
I am more
self directed now
that ever before,
not so much focused
but more sure
of myself now.
5.
you have changed your attitude
as I have done as we overlook
what our partners have done as
long as we have each other...
at least for a while... it seems ok
to share with others and ignore
the risks of health and safety.
6.
all of my thoughts
my hopes and fears
are enclosed
on these pages and
over the years I
can sense the change
even though
I cannot remember.
7.
I look into your eyes and they are empty,
I hear your voice and it it harsh...
your touch is cold and I feel indifference,
from your attitude... I wonder who you
are now... and why you are not like
are now... and why you are not like
as you were before... and it feeds my
indifference and desire to be away from
you and search for someone who is more
compatible with me and all of my desires.
8.
I must get my house in order
I must get myself ready
my heart would not miss
what I've never had... and maybe
afterwards, I will find happiness.
9.
at ease with myself is what I'm
gaining, even though my bills
are just barely being paid... I
have no security in my life other
than what my wife provides and
she should not have to bear this
burden just because I am this way.
10.
she likes where she is
she likes being in charge
and being in demand
and being needede
and she has lost sight
of her family that she
claims she needs not.
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