Sunday, October 3, 2021

December 1999 - page 4

1.
she does not have enough to go around
and I am impatient and in need...  but,
will not show it anymore to her at all.

2.
I do not fear losing what
little I have...  lost most
of it already...  I'm not
ashamed to go back home
and live a simple life.
 
3.
I walk into the living room
and think each day how
comfortable you have made
it in here for both of us.

4.
I live in my own little world
of dreams... not bold enough
to venture outside...  and into
the real world...  I live in my
fantasies, never being fulfilled
bu never giving up my hope.

5.
do not put hope into circumstances 
or situations...  bu in one's belief
in God and Jesus and through that
faith will come all the hope one needs.

6.
I sit at this table every morning and
write the words about my depression
as if that is the only thing in life for
which I feel there is a need to live.

7.
maybe you and I will finally meet
and I can call you Lord and thank
you for taking care of me during
my lonely time here in Tennessee.

8.
I'm not exactly sure where I
want to be...  but I am better
than I was and I want to thank
God and my family for all
that they did for me recently.

9.
a better man I've tried to be
but my weaknesses overcome
my strengths...  I just want 
security and a simple life and
and an employer that I trust.

10.
I see you in my dreams 
in the shadows
of my memories and in
the fantasies that I 
need to become reality
when the lights
fade it all away again.


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