Monday, October 4, 2021

December 1999 - page 5

1.
my future is uncertain
but one thing is for sure...
it will be in computers
as long as they endure.

2.
I feel no pressure to get ahead
make the big bucks...  all I seem
to wanmt to do is to learn to
like myself and live a simpe life
with just the little expectation
of security for me and my wife...
accept what I have and enjoy
each day as best as I can now.

3.
you are a funny cat because
what you do is somewhat
for affection...  but, it is mainly
so that I will give you more
treats than you deserve each day.

4.
I have hope for you and me
and our future...  but, we may
not be wealthy in the sense
of money...  but, we will be
wealthy in the sense of spirit.

5.
God is helping me to help
myself...  as I learn to live
a better life...  free of doubt
and free of the fear I have.

6.
we defend our thoughts through
rationalization, hoping the other
person will just accept it...  or,
choose to say nothing at all to us.

7.
I think of you often as is
natural for a husband and 
a wife but recently you
have been thinking about
another hoping I did not see.

8.
you have your males standing by
and you are careful not to use them
too much...  even when you dare...
ou have someone on the side but
as long as it does not come between
us...  we can at learn to live the lie.

9.
who else will know what
you are doing other than
Jesus...  our sins are hidden
from God through his blood.

10.
there is no light unless there
is light...  there is no life
unless there is death...  there
is no hope without despair...
and we must learn to balance
ourselves within these extremes. 


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