Saturday, October 31, 2020

Halloween

Poe was the master of this day
in his gruesome accounts of
horror, the grotesque, the macabre...
nevermore we all remember
but never fully appreciated
the day became our own and
we tormented and tantalized
others with our words and
with our limited actions in
the hopes of scaring them...
and, when we did, it was not
enough so we continued
throughout the months and
years until those years 
turned into decades and we
found ourselves living in
Usher's house and drinking
from Amontillado's wine.

30 September 2020


Friday, October 30, 2020

Unfolding

A
stillness
peaceful and serene
surrounding
graceful in thought,
butterflies
stop to look before
disappearing,
wet wood
from last night's rain
darkens,
shines in sunlight
drying
unhappily as it
changes,
life crawls by in
circles of
doubt,
leaves fall on a
deaf ground
cold as they
lay dying,
humble
are the birds that
sing
for their food
as if
prayers were
not enough,
sounds
tease the ears
unknown
silent
nor forthcoming
in appearance
stoic and
solemn to a 
fault...
watching it all
unfold.

30 September 2020


Thursday, October 29, 2020

Written Down

our lives are like chapters in an unwritten book
that is written over times as our lives unfold;
no one knows how many chapter there will be
nor do we know the length of each chapter, but
we do know that each chapter will be in its entirety
as it twists and turns and shifts over the years;
our final chapter is never known until it happens
even those prematurely or by their own hands;
and, what happens afterwards will not be recorded
in anyway or written down in any format as it
is a sacred journey that is without precedent.

30 September 2020

Wednesday, October 28, 2020

Making Allowances

Our fate does not preclude destiny

nor does destiny announce its intentions,

so, we are left with speculation and conjecture

like the apostles creed identified those

willing to take a stand even when

double jeopardy no longer applied...

determined with our own indifference

we sidestep juris prudence,

taking into account our own lack of understanding

while we delay retrospection and the

intuitive nature of our souls and inspirations;

backpacking our thoughts to the nearest mountain top

in search of the oracle of wisdom,

knowing that none ever existed only those

who had lived beyond their destiny

resulting from intention mutations of that

which we knew came before us.


29 September 2020



Tuesday, October 27, 2020

Lasting Forever

h
aunted by past memories
silenced by old age
determined effortlessly
time leaves us all standing still
watching it pass exponentially
when age equals understanding
of the vulnerabilities
passed onto to by our children
whose manicured thoughts
leave us tantalizingly open to
recording errors as if we were
somehow playing baseball
and confrontation was 
the world's series...
nothing exists forever in the
vacuum of space except the
nothingness of energy
that bends and contorts reality
such that the known becomes
unknown and the unknown
becomes life's destiny
bestowed upon those survivors
who had no children at all.

29 September 2020

Monday, October 26, 2020

Life's Illusion


inside the illusion of life we live
as normal as can be expected,
we work, sleep, and love like
our responsibility dictates and
protest loudly if not heard when
we demand those rights taken
away returned in a timely order;
inside life's illusion we age as
we would have expected and
die as unexpected as our births
never did we understand our
lives were anything but faked.

29 September 2020


Sunday, October 25, 2020

Ghost Writer

anguish lays on the mantel of creativeness
like an apprehensive hangman hesitating
to judge the one who is being killed...
treachery lays at the foot of the mountain
that guards the inner passage of the soul
standing in the ready to be hanged...
rain lays on the ground in puddles in front
of the thoughts that hide under the fall
leaves in the hopes of not deciding who
dies and who lives in the senseless
mindlessness of a dream that has no
reasons to surface this night or beyond;
we care for our dead in this town and
like all towns of our intellect, we cremate
what we cannot bury under the soggy land
that has failed perk tests for years even
though no records were being kept then;
we hunger for enlightenment and
despise the reckless of religious fervor 
that creeps around in graveyards
looking for bodies that survived the rope
and recording their glimpses into the
life ever after that did not arrive for them;
we slip and slide in the rain as we march
our ideas to the factory of abandonment
and reconciliation, reworking the words
that were not as created as believed
while others sit in lounge chairs, holding
their veins open for infusions of editing
that is never performed in the rain, but
has always been desired by those who
can only swim a few strokes at a time;
we are the widow makers of the world
is imprinted upon their foreheads as if
it were some badge of honor or at the
very least would catch the attention
of the ghost writer brought in at the
last moment to correct the ending...

28 September 2020


Saturday, October 24, 2020

What Does It Matter?

tossed into the garbage like garbage
are the boxes of my career that
contain the remnants of my life
and all the passions of that time with
which I had constantly identified;
like the classes I had taken
like the courses I had taught
like the materials I had collected
like the seminars I had attended;
now is gone from my sight and
the sight of others as it has been
tossed and burned in a hasty fashion
as if too embarrassed for it all;
destroying the source of understanding
like some kind of compliance order,
living with its memory and its
relationship to a dead parent whose
trivial nature is not in question;
it is the nature of life and its death
to be honored or unremembered
as new faces, new deed, new ideas
take precedent and we fade away
like a distant setting sun disappearing.

28 September 2020

Friday, October 23, 2020

Perpetuation

our thoughts are never similar
yet we are together as if we
are united in every way possible;
we live in separate ideologies
pray in separate affiliations
will die in separate rooms and
be buried in separate domains;
we are uniquely qualified to be
who we are and who we are not,
knowing that it is not about us
but the life we gave another so
life could perpetuate itself...

28 September 2020


Thursday, October 22, 2020

Forever





we are not the center of existence
but many light years away,
contradiction our own beliefs
we journey into the nothingness
of space as if its boundaries will
over us refuge and solace from
the turmoil we have created
by our present existence;
we consume that which we want
we take that which we want
we give back nothing in return
as if it is our forever and ever.    

28 September 2020