darkness enters my mind, pushing out the light
my thoughts dwell on the negative while my
eyes open to the reality of death... a slowly
diming of the consciousness that makes me who
I am and not what you want me to be... I an the
one who lives in the darkness... without the
light to guide my path and help me recognize
a purpose that has been so hard for me to find;
angels gather in the darkness stripping the flesh
off my bones in the hopes that my carcas will
collapse under the pressure of it all... these
futile and constant dreams take me to a place
I don't want to be... from which there is no
return in this lifetime... prescription meds
work their magic when there is money and
the inclination to buy them... my concrete
feet keep me from leaving the water that has
surrounded me up to my neck... I am in your
debt dark lord... so take me where I need to
be to do your bidding... my life is in your
hands and my mind has all but quit trying to
make sense out of the life that I was given.
12 November 2022
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