was monday... I believe... or
was it wednesday... I cannot
remember exactly... and, what
does it really matter I tell myself
since I am no longer working...
it is just a day like all others, I
tell myself in a rational kind of
way... I have no horse in that
race and yet it is about my life,
I am reminded by my wife who
keeps track of all my appointments;
I am at the mercy of the gods
who gave me my imagination and
who breathed life into me so I
could be what they wanted me
to be... yet, I am unsure what
that is or was nowadays as I
wander through the remnants of
my life always seeing myself in
a different light than from the
reality of who I really am...
it is the day before the day before
and I cannot remember what I
did... however, I know I must have
done something or else I would
not be around to write about it,
even thought I cannot remember
why I really really ever want to.
19 November 2021
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