Anxiety

Why am I in so much anxiety,
Wanting to know when that
Which will hurt be arrive.
Is it just something new or different
Or erotic that has caught my attention
Or am I being toyed with yet again;
Take it slow or at least more slowly
I tell myself so as not to leave
A trail for those who watch to follow,
But the advice seems to go unheeded
As I continue to pursue with vigor.