inside the mental caves with paths that wind
through the mountainous regions of my sub-
consciousness that displays luscious valleys
of awareness interwoven with the turmoil of
rocky cliffs of doubt forming reluctant realities;
random memories resurfaced and bright, return
me to those years of innocence where doubts were
non-existent and possibilities provided purpose
and meaning everyday we were alive helping us to
witness its creative unfolding and nightly closures;
forgotten memories of war and love and despair
that took me into tubular depression wear thin
on one's imagination that had brought them into
existence while ignorant boredoms ran rampant
through a weak consciousness demanding it be
given proper attention before an ultimate burial;
lackluster memories often fall short of expectations
as life evolves into manhood from one crisis to
another and as fears replace endless guilt that
once ruled for many years before determination
accomplished that which unaggravated motivation
could not, cleansing without mental reinforcements;
grouped memories formed consciousness and
refurbished the awareness that propeled me forward
into my final years of retirement, dumping me into a
state-of-mind not seen or experienced since birth...
a spiritual connection with all that has been imagined
as creative realities fail to explain that life originated
from the cosmos and not from evolving planet earth.
19 October 2021
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