I.
when does it all stop
with me or with another?
do I find what I am looking
for or do I just find a little
peace with what I have?
it is not all mine nor is it
all theirs... but a combination
where I end up losing like
I always do and I really
wonder sometimes if the
powers that be want me
to get anywhere at all...
Is my life just going to be
a constant struggle...
never really amounting
to anything at all now?
II.
the longer this goes the worse
my confidence becomes and
the more anxious I get about
being unemployed again...
but what is worse is coming
home at night to her attitude
and wishing I was somewhere
anywhere else but where I am.
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