October 1995 - page 5

1.

she is the best at

setting one up,

making one feel as though

they are to blame,

the game is played

once or twice, then

one knows what

she is going and just

fuels the fire.

2.

she does not like

going without me,

unless it is at

her request, otherwise

she is feeling that she

is being manipulated.

3.

once we were a

happy couple

but no more

she tried to be to me

what her ex was to her

but I am not falling for it.

4.

you lacked money

I lacked emotional security

we are opposites

out of control

hurting each other in the process

seeing only our

points of view,

we are in a struggle that will

cause us both to lose.

5.

your anger is apparent

you hold me in contempt

all you want to do

is use my money...

depreciate my belongings

as you believe I have done to you

before you jump the fence.

6.

there is nothing

good about the morning

not when one is

angry and alone

but work must be done

and life goes on

nonetheless just

a little less arrogant.

7.

this is the beginning

of the end,

I can feel the atmosphere

like it was before,

comments to make the

other person feel low,

at the bottom

no hope

I hate you

I hate you

I hate you

I wish I had never met you

I won't go anywhere with you

but I'll take your car

this is what we expected

and knew but hoped

would not happen to us.

8.

If you want me

no one will get in

I don't need to be with you

just remember

how I feel.

9.

you must accept

who I am

just as

you are asking me

to accept you,

if you do not want

to be changed then

how do expect me to?

10.

you expect me to respond

a certain way

and when I don't 

it upsets you,

because you have no

responses for the unexpected

all you can say is

how much you hate me.